I Am Necessary

i am necessary – so worth it, is a compound,

validating statement! It resonates to the heart that has been

broken, the mind that is confused and it reaches across the

dichotomy of gender and ethnicities.

This book informs the readers of their value regardless of

past mistakes and or failures – YOU ARE NOT what you

do, nor what you have done. Everything and everyone God

created has good within (Genesis 2:31). However, some

decisions you choose can be for better or worse. He and

He alone has the power to work ALL things together for

good that you might encounter on this journey called life,

when you lovingly look to Him and trust Him as your Lord

and Savior (Romans 8:28).

I AM NECESSARY – SO WORTH IT deals with real life,

relatable situations that you experience in this fallen world:

fear, frustration, rejection, the need to be accepted, anger,

hurt, betrayal, unforgiveness, forgiveness, reconciliation,

restoration and relationships to list a few. For healing and

deliverance to occur, it is necessary you be open and honest

with yourself.

This book is helpful in guiding you to take a step of faith

and leave the results to God. It encourages you to seek

help and especially professional help when life becomes

overwhelming and burdensome.

Each chapter is filled with captivating mystery. How will

this dilemma end? I was greatly impacted by the openness

and vulnerability each case scenario conveyed.

You are necessary and this book is so worth reading. So,

go ahead, grab a cup of hot coffee, cold glass of iced tea,

lemonade or the beverage of your choice. Sit back and

relax as Mrs. Jackie Russell, Author, takes you on an

unforgettable journey of complexities of life – life happens!

Dr. Jo Ann J. Jameson, Assistant Pastor

The Way of Life Ministries, Inc.

Orlando, Florida.

table of contents

Chapter 1…...A New Beginning……………….........11

Chapter 2……Who is Abigail?................................15

Chapter 3……He’s Rearing His Head…………......29

Chapter 4……The Client List………………….........37

Chapter 5…….The Mysterious One……………......47

Chapter 6…….Working Towards Perfection…........53

Chapter 7…….Now the Family Business……….....63

Chapter 8…….Unpredictable and Unstable……....73

Chapter 9…….Where to Begin………………......…83

Chapter 10……The Heart of the Seed………….....93

Chapter 11…….Darcie Green………………….......107

Chapter 12…….Ramona Perez……………….....…113

Chapter 13…….Xanthia Curtly………………….......119

Chapter 14…….What Family Fellowship?..............129

Chapter 15……The Unexpected……………….......133

Chapter 16…….Darcie Truths and Untruths……....143

Chapter 17…….Ramona Faces the truth……….....145

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Chapter 18…….Xanthia’s Encounter…………….....147

Chapter 19…….AJ’s Home……………………….....151

Chapter 20…….Darcie’s Revelation……………......167

Chapter 21……..Little Miss Secret……………….....175

Chapter 22……..Ron Weekly……………………......189

Chapter 23……..The Family Day…………………....195

Chapter 24…….Abigail’s Reality………………….....203

Chapter 25…….Ramona is Making Things Right!....211

Chapter 26……..Xanthia and Family………………..221

Chapter 27……..Darcie and Forgiveness…………..233

Chapter 28……..The Devil Never Wins…………….239

Chapter 29……..I AM Necessary, so Worth It……..247

Chapter 30……....